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18 years ago

I stepped into the red, cold floor. There it was, the black, slithering and shiny creature. The next thing I remember was a loud cry from my insides.

It is no Harry Potter scene I conceived.  Red oxide was very common during those days for flooring.

The place is my home, a real serene village. I was the proud member of a nuclear-joint family set up, where the nuclear families and  houses  of my father and his siblings shared the same compound. The best thing was, nobody thought of a compound wall then.

The place was rich with greenery, with trees and shrubs along with many dark and not-so-dark  creatures sharing the space with grasses and weeds in harmony. Nobody had complaints till  summer arrived. During summer, the soil will be shoveled to improve the water retaining capacity (preventing capillary rise, said my science teacher in school), thus removing weeds and grasses, to be regrown again in the next Monsoon. Along with many advantages, those are the days when the reptiles and many other creatures lose their comfort in the grass.  They sought ways to keep their body cool, and one resort was our bathroom. Back in those days, we had  bathroom outside the house.

Our hero was one such brilliant snake, seeking some cold in that red oxide floor, till the “villainess” enters the scene. All she had to do was a loud scream, and people came running from all the nearby house (my father, cousins etc etc). Needless to say,  the rest place was changed to the deathbed in minutes.

Today

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“Hmm… you don’t even know what punctuality means… Every time everywhere late!!” — Mom started attacking me… Yet another topic where she finds me so poor in performing well..

“Umma, Give it a break… What if I was not punctual, I manage to get things done right?” — Today, I am in for defense..

“Hmm.. you will learn only from your own experience…” — That is the final nail to the coffin..

Anyway,  I prodded on.. “In your eyes, I have only shortcomings. I may be late, I work too much, and spend so much time in office.. But you got to understand that I enjoy what I do, and I learned it from my father.. You know it well. So, you don’t have any right to tell it is wrong, when he does it too..  ” (Yea, cornered her :-))

“Yea, I agree. But I learned good work culture from MY father. He has even won awards for efficiency and punctuality!!”

I didn’t want to give up – “Don’t you know, I too have won awards in office for what I am..” (Referring to the Wall of Fame that Poornam awarded)…

“Yea, may be, but MY father is an award winner at HOME TOO (if there is any award given to the efficient and best family men)..”

Baang!! Did you hear a sound? Yea, its my ego crashing to the floor…

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Lot of things happened after I posted my last entry here… My life took a U-turn, so also my time zone :-) Anyway, before I flush all my drafts to the blog, let me share the most inspirational thing I heard recently.

“Each flower says, life is a battle ground, where you fight…

Every new dawn says, if there is night, day will follow too…”

It is the song from the movie, “Autograph“, a story written and directed by Cheran, who is also the protagonist of the story.  My Tamil knowledge was too poor to grasp the literature of the song. Still, I had cried over the movie when I watched it. Even if you don’t cry, I am sure you will be awed  when Senthil walks to his past from his present and turns the leaves of his autograph.

And, today when I stumbled on the translation of those lines, I count it as some of the best few minutes in my life.

The lyrics were written by Pa.Vijay, who won the National award for the best lyricist of year 2004. Bharadwaj, the music director has created the right punch out of the lines.

When the soothing voice of KS Chithra flows on, and the beautiful, calm and comforting looks of Sneha fills the screen,  Just watch on. Chithra won the National award for the song, in 2004. Who would not give an award for that heavenly voice, combined with a magical music!!

Lot of people can write inspirational words. There are hundreds you see everyday, too.  Giving it a captivating music, and singing it in a divine voice, is what makes this song stand apart.

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Posting the translation here.  I got the base copy after much Googling. Read, hear and get inspired…

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All my friends ask me one thing after reading my blog – “You have a tinge of Poornam, atleast one reference to it, in majority of your articles…!! Why, its just your job right?”. The old friends say it with a tinge of irritation, and the new friends with amusement…
Somehow, it is true…
For the past 4.5 years, I have been living in Poornam, and I have been living my life to the fullest, though I have had some of my hardest times during this period…
Whatever I am today, whether it is my personal achievements or professional achievements, I know it is all because of one choice I took after my college, to join Poornam…
Once again, I am packing my bags and standing at the next junction of my life… During the packing, my diary – 2003 came out, and the following lines:

“Like the cubes melting into Drops of Water
I feel the time to fly
And I know very soon these days, these incidents
Will turn into memories
Memories that would make me smile”…   

  Other than this, no words to express what I feel :-) 

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The term “word power” naturally takes you to the memories of a red book, “Word Power Made Easy”, which was one of the short cuts to the campus placements during college days. If the book had the power to get you a job, the real word power, leave an impression on you. An impression so deep, and you remain breathless.

Everything started with this IM in my gtalk.

(02:24:29 PM) Babu Ramachandran: http://aathmarahasyam.blogspot.com/2008/08/blog-post.html
(02:24:39 PM) Babu Ramachandran: Blog updated
(02:36:28 PM) Nasrajan MP: okay :)

After reading it, I was breatheless for a moment – the start, the end and each word in it.. its the power of words.. being the friend of a great poet, is the time to really brag right?

Anyway, he doesn’t believe what I said. May be, you can tell him too, after reading his poem :-)

http://aathmarahasyam.blogspot.com/2008/08/blog-post.html

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“What will you do, if you come to know the world is going to end tomorrow?” – The question was thrown to a few people around. The responses were interesting.

Response 1 : “Kiss my sweet heart and go to sleep with a smile.. I’ve lived my life”

Response 2 : ” Sleep of course. There is nothing much you can do in a day. I would prefer to relax”

Response 3 : “Tomorrow never comes :-).. Every day is today…”

The question bounced back to me : “What would you do?”

To be frank, I don’t know. I am the person who is always driven by instincts. I would do what is best for the moment.

As much as I am ignorant about tomorrow, that much I am in love with yesterday. The reason, I would better quote from a movie dialog – Things were better yesterday, than today. The movie is named after its protagonist, Yesterday, because the protagonist in the movie, has the name Yesterday. When she is asked where she got her name, she explains that her dad named her because “Things were better yesterday, than today”.

It is always comforting to think that things were better yesterday and to rest on those memories. At the same time, it is very important to see the promises of today and act on it, so that things will be better tomorrow also.. :-)

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Poornam OldThe gate was half closed. I slowly opened it and stepped inside. The lawn was green enough, the sun shining fully around. In between all the greenery stood a small building, which looked like a slightly bigger house. My feet touched the cold, white marble steps and led me to the Veranda and again to a sitting room. I felt very naive, I was going to enter a world, unknown.

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Amal has this crazy habit of changing his mobile number so frequently. Friends usually start saving his number with the name, “Amal”. When next number comes, it becomes “Amal1” and so on. Since this count started becoming endless, any normal human being would either think of throwing his number away, or finding any other easier option to track this. I too first thought of deleting him altogether. Since its nearly impossible, I started saving his latest number as “Amal.latest”. No need to say, most of the times, this is a variable.
One week back, during a coffee time in Poornam food court, I got a call from this “Amal.latest”, “Hey do you know the specialty of today?” Keeping in mind the “enmity” between us, and the extent of gimmicks he would play on me, I took a cautious step and said – “No, I don’t know”. “idiot!! This is the day we joined Poornam” .. “Oh yes!!”
What was the first thing that rushed to my mind, I still am not sure. Anyway, that was four years before I first opened the gate and entered Poornam.

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The lobby was filled with a few faces. One guy who had hair like “Calvin” looked up with a knowing smile, I guessed he was Amal. We were coming from the same college, but we hadn’t ever met in college!!
I turned and scanned the rest of the people. A girl will all smiles, was walking around and talking to people who looked like the employees already working there. “Wow”, I thought. I always admired people who can talk freely to strangers. I had to yet realize that she was Jisha and she had a lot of acquaintances there because her brother was senior employee in Poornam.

Little did I know that these two people were going to haunt me for the rest of my life.

Two shining eyes and a naughty smile, sat by the side – Renjith. Two serious faces sat straight in a sofa – Aroop and Jipson. They turned out to be the energy store of our team later. How wrong are we in in judging people at times!!
These were the army with which we started our 15 days training in Poornam.

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Life in Poornam had different flavors each day from then onwards. When I look back, I know I am no longer the naive girl who stepped into Poornam on 19th November, 2003. Mostly, when we write about Poornam, what stands out is the family atmosphere and the fun involved – The instant jokes, friends, forum threads, celebrations, and so on. Jokes apart, I know that I am a better person because of Poornam. Probably, a better human being too. Four years after, I am proud that I am part of Poornam…

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I had a chance to sit on a school bench last week!! I went to the nearby school for a function. It was a holiday, and the classrooms were empty. Do schools have a different smell? I don’t know… I sat on a bench, and looked around. It was an old Government school. The benches were empty and dusty too.

The courtyard outside was lined with trees and shrubs. Trees having name plates on them and other messages by the National Service Scheme and other clubs in school. The neatly numbered rows of classrooms waited in silence for the footsteps of kids. The surroundings were smartly maintained.

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Some days back, a kid at my home asked me “do you like travelling in Innova?” The question was too simple and straightforward. He just wanted to know whether I found travelling in Innova comfortable enough, since its hype in Ads with Aamir Khan in so many roles.

I thought for a moment, and gave a satisfactory “yes” to him.. My memories flew to almost one year back.. I am sure all my friends who were part of that incident, would be having the same or more livid picture of it.

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